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[Takanawa Leaysu]

just thought id post some of my poems ive been writting



I walk all night
Not knowing what to say
I think about you
And I begin to pray.

These feelings I have inside
I can no longer bear to hold.
For the look in your eyes
Burns me to a coal.

What did I do
To make you feel this way.
How can I fix it
So you don’t turn away.

I need you so badly
I can’t even speak.
Why does a tear
Always run down my cheek.

I can’t take it any more
For your love means so much.
I didn’t even think
As I pushed down the clutch.

The car went so fast
I could not believe my eyes.
For the next thing I saw
Was the different colored lights.

I didn’t think I would do it
Kill myself because of you.
Now what can you say
What can you do.
I am no longer here
No longer with you.

[JohnnyPsycho]

A bit of a downer, don't ya think?
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[Tearlach]

Personally I think it is very good. It also says much about the author, putting so much emotion in to the poem.
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[Takanawa Leaysu]

thank you, i do put a lot of emotions in my poems and please do exspect more of my poems in the future

[Takanawa Leaysu]

Before my time
I rose for to take a breath, it was my last one.
From a gun came the roar of death, and now, I am done.
Everything is dark with a sense of smell I can hear but can not tell.
I can hear the voices of those I loved their crying and not knowing I am above.
I try to say I am here and want to be, no one can hear or see me.

No one is here just me and my sin; I thought it was over its just starting to begin.
This place, I am so alone, what have I done no way home.
It was wrong I can’t change it what will I do, who will know.
My time was not now, now this I know.
I want to live, not to be alone; this is why we love and how we grow.
I didn’t want to die; I want to strive; now I’m no longer alive.

I can not move I feel as if I were a board my mind still works in over load.
I can think of everything from the day I was born.
It seems like years in the deafening silence.
The darkness is worse than any thing on earth.
Where am I, why is this, I should be gone not in this prison.

I tried to die before my time now I have to pay for my crime.
This place I’m in seems like a dream it is not what it may seem.
Where I am is where I lay into the depths of eternity.
and there it reads Kasey lawreance clark.



thought id update my poems

[Tearlach]

Very moving, it sounds like someone hurt you deeply.
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[xxthalexx]

its nice i agree with johnny though
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[Tearlach]

Sometimes you need to know and experience the sad and darker aspects of life in order to embrace, appreciate and recognise those moments of true happiness when they appear.
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[Takanawa Leaysu]

its nice that you all can see the depth of my poems, im somewha of a recluse and keep to myself, my poems are sometiems the only way i can exspres myself, inded i have been going through some hard times and been hurt by someone i cared about. I'm not one to lenger for to long so please do not fear, not all my poems will be dark. I do insure you all that i plain to post some lighter pomes when i have good days. Thank you for reading them, and please continue to let me know what you think of them

[Takanawa Leaysu]

here is a poem i wrote a while back, a close freind of mine died and i deticate this to him




God took you away.
It doesnt seem fair,
but in the back of my mind,
you will always be there.

You were a close friend,
and our paths did cross,
and your absence in this world,
is to me a great loss.

You were too young to die, and
too innocent to feel that pain.
Only heaven benefits,
because you it has now gained.

I may think of you a little less
with each passing day,
but your strength is something I wont forget;
youve have changed me in many ways.

I wish eternal peace for you;
thats what you deserve my friend.
I hope I lead my life well enough
to meet up with you in the end.

[Poecilotheria_27]

Thats a good one. Very tasteful.

[Takanawa Leaysu]

I see my days growing thin. My mind ponders if life will ever get better, but as i see the sun rise till it sets I never find the answer. All I've ever felt was the world’s hatred crashing down on me digging its forever stained fangs into my baring soul. Always alone, always fighting to keep my sanity, and all the times I wander in this unbound darkness I have seen myself weak and foolish for ever wishing to end it all. I want to be free from this darkness and from my unforgivable past. I fight to keep who I am together, but now I have found another reason to fight, another reason to pull myself from this darkness. I have felt this way before and been hurt by it many of times but now I will try for one last time, to put my hopes and dreams from my heart into you. I will always protect you, always be there for you, I will forgive you, trust you, and I will forever love you. You may use me, hate me, kill me, hurt ne and I will never stop loving you. You are the path that shines my way and I will always care for you my love



^_^ thought id write a happier poem, hope you all enjoy

[Takanawa Leaysu]

Rivers long wept run through my stony heart,
Cutting out its initials with every barrier broken;
And the child inside me can’t help but drown,
Lost in the murky depths of others’ insults and lies.
Every mark torn and scratched into the flesh of
The one who has failed everyone that matters,
And it is felt like an open wound,
Born to forever bleed,
Just like how the water continues to flow
Until it reaches the safety of the ocean.
The bandages are hard to hide underneath this fragile body,
Yet showing them means to degrade myself,
To be like the rocks that sink to the bottom
When you toss them into the depths.
It’s just another knot to hide.
When will I ever reach my ocean?

[Xebulon]

Been using this one as my signature lately.

Friends, the joy of life
Friends are the people who care
Golden memories
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[Takanawa Leaysu]

i like that saying ^_^

[JohnnyPsycho]

[Lidia_Apricot]

[Takanawa Leaysu]

winds of winter night
breath on us with gentle touch
so that we find hope

i do enjoy haiku's

[JohnnyPsycho]

[Xebulon]

[Lidia_Apricot]

[JohnnyPsycho]

[Xebulon]

This so reminds me of an episode of Avatar.
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[JohnnyPsycho]

One of my favorite shows, I remember that episode well. Believe it was called "Tales of Ba Sing Se"...

Sorry, don't mean to divert the topic. Um, let me come up with something here...

Beware the lemur
It will steal your cabbages
And then fly away
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[Xebulon]

I recently purchased a book of "Pirate Songs" and in it was a "Buccaneer's Toast". It's not really a poem, but it rhymes.

So here's to you, And here's to me,
And here's to life on the rolling sea!
But if we should ever disagree,
To Hell with you, and here's to me!
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